I sleep so much better when you’re laying next to me, but I know I should be okay when you’re not. I’m so lonely, I’m too needy, and I wish I could shut out my thoughts, if only for a night. Because I can’t stop chiding myself for being so ridiculous. People are fine without their significant other, they get by for a few nights. Even I used to be like that. I could go a month. But I’ve always been worse about my best friends, the people I tell everything to. Now I have both and I know I have too much of a reliance and it’s not fair so I’m working on being better. Meanwhile, everyone is okay, he’s okay, they’re okay; and I want to be okay, too. My heart is beating so fast and I feel exhausted and sick. I’m so tired of being so sensitive and needy. I don’t want you to get sick of me.
saying ‘since you support gay marriage you must be gay’ is like saying ‘since you support obama you must be obama’
we are all obama
And I swear in that moment we were Obama
We accept the Obama we think we deserve
My thoughts are Baracks I cannot fathom into Obamas.
Obama and I do share a more profound bond
we all need medication.